I started running got 5 miles but feel nothing anymore its just a thing I do. I’m glad I am where the last thing on my mind is to be the best at running. I’ve been thinking a lot about how life is changing and I have to really keep focused on many more things [...]
I’m stronger now I haven’t urged for running in a while. I have been swimming a lot keeping myself busy because I want to stay active. I’m going to start doing a lot more bike. Everyone around me is close but I’m still me. I’ve gotten a better footing than anything else. I know who [...]
I went out last night. Got some liquid in me from a dimly lit place. Felt happy from the liquid. I danced and enjoyed what little I could do. It wasn’t running but I was dripping beads. It was fun. My friends. They are also an extension of my running. I might be foggy but [...]
May I have never have a root. I’m starting to realize my running is an expression of me. Though I may not have running. I have my ability to manifest that same expression through something else. It’s who I am. I may be depressed but… … … I’m Free. From the luster of the idea [...]
I’m feeling a little bit better today. I’m putting more on my swimming to get something out of it. I swam a mile to the end of the lane and back. It’s not much but it’s a start. I’ve been talking to my close friends. I’m feeling happier. I can’t help but be happy it’s [...]
I woke up today pretty down. I’m not sure why I can’t break this rut. I’m trying to be strong but my will is weak. I want to run so bad but.. I can’t. I’m not sure how I can wait. I have no energy for anything else in my life. My other hobbies seem [...]
I haven’t written because I lost myself last week. Trying to get ahold of who I was is hard. I don’t really understand why I hurt so much… I can’t run so I can’t feel happy. Friends try to support me but I still feel alone. I can’t figure out anything anymore. I’m breaking constantly [...]
Hello, My name is Frank. I’ve been on crutches for little less than 24 hours. I got very little enthusiasm right now. I have a lot of days to go before I can walk again without needing crutches. I’m trying to keep my head up. My friends are trying to help me fight back and [...]